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Monday, December 7, 2009, 2:06 AM


Hey..

I think tht my readers should know tht each time a new/rising artiste caught my
attention, I'll definitely blog about them.. I already did for Justin Bieber, the
new band Hot Chelle Rae and maybe some others.. I don't remember every single one of
my blog entry and its contents.. haha.. as for this time, it's the young lady from
the picture above, by the name of Tiffany Giardina.. She's not really new to the
music industry as she's been appearing on soundtracks.. The noted ones was
"Another Cinderella Story" for her song "Hurry Up & Save Me".. yea.. it's an amazing
song n i'm addicted to her rock version of Taylor Swift's "Love Story" which shud
be playing right now.. Her debut album is already out but it's sad tht I can't find
it in Singapore or tht she dun get enough recognition for her amazing talent..
hmm.. oh well.. one can only hope tht she wll make it big in the future..

Anywho, these past few days, haven't been doing much.. I catch a cold during the
weekend.. My voice is a little different from it but I should be fine pretty soon..
Have been drinking lots and lots of plain water and been taking meds as instructed..
I'm feeling much better today.. hmm.. Now, i'm thinking of wad to do for the whole
of this week.. Faid's off to Hong Kong already.. tht means have to wait for him to
come back to have an outing with him.. Daniel's leaving for Japan this wed..
okie.. have fun to everyone going on their learning journey.. Christine is flying off
to Japan too but I'm not so sure when.. hmm.. nvm.. it's okie..
at least I stil have Mira, Izyani & DK here.. haha.. will be meeting them pretty
soon and am so looking forward to it.. oh.. this whole week, is my holiday.. LOL..
i'm not having any lessons for the whole of this week.. surprisingly..
Lecturer had to postponed the lessons to next week cuz of exams..
good luck to everyone sitting for Practical ICT exams.. it's a tough module so
hope tht ya'll will fair pretty well..

Anywho, I've begun reading "Dark Reunion", the fourth volume of The Vampire Diaries
bool series.. It's so addictive.. i think im gonna need to save up quickly to get
the next book as I'm sure tht i'm gonna be done reading this book pretty soon..
And can time fly any quicker?? I'm almost done watching the 2nd season of True Blood
which means tht I need some other vamps shows to watch.. "The Vampire's Assistant"
is only coming out in theaters on January 7.. and "Daybreakers", I still don't know
when.. hmm..but it's gonna be in Jan or Feb.. hmm.. And comes June, "Eclipse", the
thrid installemnt of the twilight series will be on the big screen..
also in tht month, the thrid season of "True Blood" will begin premiering..
I can't wait.. so much in store for 2010.. anywho, I'm gonna post the first chorus
of my new song, "Hide And Seek" on the next entry or maybe soon..
I just want ppl to have a look at parts of it first before i post the full lyrics..
yes.. it's a song inspired by the surfacing vampire craze.. hmm..

I would like to wish Eugene a very Happy 17th Birthday!!
May all your dreams turns into reality and yea, it sucks tht ur b'dae have
to fall during the term test week.. haha.. wadeva it is, may u have a pleasant b'dae
this year..

I guess tht shud be all for now.. till the next tyme..

This love is difficult,
But it's real..

PeaceOut,
Irsyad




Friday, December 4, 2009, 12:27 AM


Hey..

Yes.. I'm finally happy tht I've got to catch that movie.. hehe.. yupp2.. i went to
watch The Twilight Saga New Moon yesterday at Downtown along with Izyani, DK, &
a fren of Iz, Albert.. Yesterday was quite a lot of fun as we've not seen each other
for quite some time since Paranormal Activity which was another awesome movie btw,
and we have a lot of catching up to do.. Oh yea.. I've been forgetting to blog
about Paranormal Activity.. The scariest shit this year that I've seen.. hmm..
I bet everyone who sees it will be frightened too but nobody over-reacted in the
theate.. cuz in the end, it's just a movie.. haha.. a great one..
so yea, back to yesterday.. So yesterday, we all mid up at E!Hub to catch New Moon..
First, we spend time waiting and waiting for somebody who turns up late.. haha..
it's like a habit now.. hmm.. okie.. so.. we head to BB Chicken for dinner..
I actually like the food there epsecially considering tht i'm paying for a student
pricing.. haha.. it is so cool.. i love the Jerk Thai chicken.. i think thts the name
cuz I'm too used to just calling it Jerk.. haha. it sounds funny..
we eat, n chat n laough our asses off.. at least this time, we don't have to rush
as the time we have to eat and for the movie to starts is quite long..

New Moon was good.. I would say that it is much much better compared to Twilight..
The fighting scenes were great and the story was interesting.. more funny scenes
were added to the movie in comparison to Twilight and at least it plays a great part
in making the story more interesting.. To be honest, I have never read any of their
books but I'm fascinated by the show.. of course.. it's vampire and stuff..
In this movie, although it was good, I'm kinda disappointed tht i don't get to see
Vampires doing their thing (if you know what i mean), showing their fangs and
getting into fights, hunting for bloods.. i was more looking forward to those but
well, there isn't any.. but it's cool.. at least the movie was great..
it ends in suspension again.. haha.. i won't break it to anyone yet.. just incase
I might spoil the mood for ppl to watch it.. so I'll just keep the ending to myself
for now.. After the movie, I actually can't wait to watch the third sequel..
Eclipse which is scheduled for a summer 2010 release.. I think it would be equally
great or even better (i hope).. I don't want this series to die out like the
Harry Potter series which gets worse as new ones start to come out.. blehh..
so yea.. finally New Moon.. haha.. I can't wait for The Vampire's Assistant,
Daybreakers, Alvin & The Chipmunks 2, Couple Retreat, The Stepfather, and more..
I know that in 2010, a lot of movies are interesting tht i've been wanting to watch..
which also includes Valentine's Day, and The Last Song.. yay! I can't wait for 2010..

Anywho, for the past few days, I've been givng myself just a little break from all
the study.. however, I still did some revisons here and there.. Cuz I know very well
tht the current module and the upcoming one is a really really tough one..
I hope tht i would be able to fair well in the exams.. I don't wanna have to retake
the module.. it would be real sad to have to do tht.. oh well, all I can do now is
just work hard and get it right..
I've only recently began to read the third Vampire Diaries books which also contains
the fourth volumce together.. i think ltr, i'm gonna be finishing the whole of
volume 3 and will start on volume 4 pretty soon.. gosh.. the story is so darn
interesting and captivating.. I could never get enough of it.. I'm really glad tht
more of their books series are coming out in the future.. Yay!!
The fifth book is already out which is the next one tht im gonna buy..
The sixth is to be released March/April next year.. The seventh one which I think
is the final one, will be out in 2011 I think.. Noo!!!! it's too long..
well well well.. at least the tv series would be back by then so I can keep myself
entertained.. I've began watching the second season of True Blood.. oh.. the final
episode of the 1st season was extremely sad.. sob sob.. haha..
I'm waiting for the 3rd episode of season 2 to be done loading as I'm blogging now..
oh well.. so u shud noe where all my time goes to.. Vamps.. haha..

Hot Chelle Rae is awesome.. I learned about this band a couple of weeks ago and their
songs are amazing.. a mixture of rock, pop & dance.. Just the kind of thing tht i
like.. one of the song is currently on my blog.. The Distance.. hehe..
hmm.. too bad for this band tht they're not really tht popular.. Not many ppl have
heard of this band before.. hmm.. but it's okie.. they're awesome..
i cn seem to find their album in SIngapore.. omg.. i really wanna own a copy..
gahh.. nvm.. maybe we're just a little slow and maybe in time to come, it should be
out.. I guess tht shud be all for now.. I better get something to eat.. haven't ate
anythin since last night.. now i'm hungry.. haha..
till the next tyme..

On a lighter note, I wanna wish a very Happy Birthday to Nina's Spouse, Sam, and also
to Naufal.. hmm.. two birthdays in a day.. haha..

Just so you know..
The distance is what's killing me..

PeaceOut,
Irsyad




Wednesday, December 2, 2009, 7:46 AM


RIHANNA - RATED R

I'm pretty sure that a lot of people have heard Rihanna's comeback single as a main
artiste ever since her infamous incident of the assault at the hands of fellow
R&B singer, Chris Brown. The song is called "Russian Roulette" and although you can
hear her expressing her emotions through this song, she has made it clear that this
song is not about Chris Brown at all. In fact, there's another story behind the song
which was written by Ne-yo and many other creative writers. Although at first listen,
I didn't really feel the song, I like it now. I feel that the song is amazing and
unique. It's something very raw and original that was never before brought to the
table by anyone before. The whole album contains a new complete new sound in
comparison to her previous three albums. RATED R is nothing like those albums.
This album shows that Rihanna is a strong woman and it really shows how amazing of
an artiste she is. After all that she went through, this album proves to be a
powerful pop record with new sounds.

Some of my personal favourite on this album are "Stupid In Love" & "Fire Bomb". Both
of them are love songs written about separate occasions during a relationship.
Both have the potential of being a hit single. Other great songs are like the 2nd
single, "Hard" which features Jeezy. Songs like "Wait Your Turn" is also great.
In this album, collaborations includes with Slash, in the song "Rockstar 101", and
Will.I.Am in the song "Photographs". "Photographs" is a fun song to play in a club
and just move around to it. It's really awesome. The album wraps up with a ballad,
"The Last Song" which holds a very spooky feel to it. All in all, I really like the
whole album as it is very fresh and original. Obviously, I like Rihanna's new sound
but however, I still miss her older type of songs like "Pon De Replay", "Unfaithful"
and "S.O.S". I believe that fans would very much appreciate it if she bring back
some of her older sounds on her next record. RATED R is definitely one of the best
pop record of the year. Rihanna is back. Better than before.

Sometimes it take a thousand tries to win,
The wait is ova..


PeaceOut,
Irsyad




Monday, November 30, 2009, 5:11 AM


Hey..

it's time for an update now.. I figured tht now, I've been blogging less and less
often.. Am I sick tired of blogging already?? haha.. hmm.. I wouldn't know..
but maybe.. or Am I too busy?? it doesn't matter.. so anyway, i've been doing a lot
of things for the pst few days.. from school, to songs, to movies, to haning out..
but first, I wanna wish my parents a Happy 23rd Anniversary.. yes.. they have
been together for 23 years now.. May my parents be a loving married couple forever..
I already got my mum her gift, but not for my dad cuz I kinda ran out of ideas..
also, I would like to wish all the muslims around the world a very Happy Hari Raya
Haji wich falls on last friday the 27th.. I had a great time during my Raya so I
hope everyone else does too.. N also, one more wish goes to Tirath..
A very Happy belated 15th birthday.. I'm so sorry I couldn't join you for your
celebration as I was busy with school and stuff.. but in any cases, we'll mid up
pretty soon.. I hope u had a great celebration.. SMILES..

SO anw, my sister bought a lot of VCDs/DVDs durng the past few days..
She even bought one for me.. she bought "30 Days Of Night" for me.. It's a vampire
movie.. I think she knows tht im in love with all those stuff.. haha..
I really liked the movie.. but its so gory and full of violence..
it was released about two years ago.. i've been wanting watch it at tht point of
time but I can't yet.. the rating is not appropriate for my age yet.. hehe..
kinda scary at some parts n seeing the movie, I would definitely not want the world
to hve 30 Days of night.. eugh... one whole group of vamps going on a rampage
trying to eat the humans.. AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!! Run for your life.. haha..
it's a really great movie.. as I'm blogging, i'm loading the final two episode of
season 1 of "True Blood".. I'm also loading the 1st episode for the 2nd season as
well actually.. hehe.. the suspense is just too strong.. thts why..
I'm still reading The Vampie Diaries book.. it's equally interesting..

Anywho, the latest movie tht I watched was Case 39.. it was really really
awesome n i love it loadz.. it's so different from any other thilling flicks..
the twist in the story is very interesting.. haha.. at first, u thought tht the
little girl is the innocent one and all but ltr.. you're about to see the twist..
haha.. i'd rather not say much about the movie here as I wouldn't wanna spoil it
for other ppl.. but all I gotta say is tht, it's a great movie n you'll definitely
love it if you love thrillers.. the actors were great too.. I'm actually quite
surprised tht we in Singapore got the movie earlier thn the U.S. the U.S. will only
get in on New Year's day.. haha.. for once, we're much earlier..

I'm gonna be writing new songs again.. But this time, they'll be Vampire-oriented..
Inspired by all the vampire shows tht i like.. but i'm writing it in diff concepts..
one of the songs is called "Hide And Seek".. it's inspired by Timbaland's current
single, "Morning After Dark".. I guess it'll be pretty upbeat.. but most of them
is rock kinda thing.. one other title is "Ghost Town".. i'm looking forward to
getting it done and thn post thm up.. but it'll only be for a few days..
I'm still writing my kind of songs even though i'm writng those songs focusing
on Vampire themes.. hmm.. okie.. I guess tht shud be all for now..
will update again soon.. till the next tyme..

You are the thunder and I am the lightning,
And I love the way you know who you are..

PeaceOut,
Irsyad




Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 8:29 AM


Hey..

Okie.. Finally, I've found some time to update this bloggie of mine.. well, for the
past few days, I've been too occupied with things and all.. I had assignments to
clear.. Appointments here and there.. hmm.. I haven't been getting enough sleep..
Now, I myself am very tired.. my eyes are tired.. oh well..
so anw, school's been fine.. lesson's as per usual, very very dry..
Have been hanging out with my frenz too.. i guess i still shud find some time to
enjoy after all.. so anw, on Monday, I went for my medical screening..
finally I've got it done and over with.. if not, i'd be worried about it..

For the past few days, I've been staying up late despite all the stuffs that I have
to settle, I find some time to check out another Vampire tv series, "True Blood"..
I need sum other vampire flicks to keep me entertained while "The Vampire Diaries" is going on hiatus till January 14.. sad sad.. but True Blood is another interesting
Vampire flick.. oh well.. however, the show contains too much sexual content..
I think it's rated M18 or sumthing.. haha.. but the plot of the show is creative..
i mean, it's diff than those basics vampire flicks.. i'm now almost done with
seaon 1 and I guess that by the time I finished watching both seasons, The Vampire
Diaries should be back on air and I can continue catching it.. hehe..
speaking of which, today, I just bought the next Vampire Diaries book..
i'm so excited for it.. i'm gonna start reading it pretty soon..
hmm.. as of now, while I'm blogging, i'm waiting for an episode of True Blood to be
done with it's loading and all.. it's a cool show that's been added to my favourites
hehe..

I also bought Taylor Swift's Fearless Platinum Edition album.. I really liked her
music and the new songs added to the album was great.. I have yet to watch the
DVD that comes with it.. it's gonna be awesome.. Taylor Swift won 5 awards at
last sunday's American Music Awards.. including the biggest award, Artist Of The Year
and of course, she was shocked.. it's awesome.. she even beat Lady Gaga in all the
categories where both were nominated.. hmm.. Taylor's songs are just great..
I have been writing new songs also.. Two of which, "Exposed" & "Lovely Feeling"..
both of diff style.. it's amazing to be able to experiment..

I'm addicted to Timbaland's "Morning After Dark", the first single from his upcoming
new album, "Shock Value 2".. The song features new artist Soshy, and my all-time
fav female singer, Nelly Furtado.. They recently performed the song at the AMAs..
the performance was great.. basically, the song is also vampire-related..
say tht im addicted.. i am.. i;ll admit it.. Vamps stuffs amaze me..
I can't wait to watch all the upcoming Vampire flicks in theater..
I've seen "Morning After Dark" music video and it was awesome.. there's some
vampire characters in them.. hmm.. I can't wait for the album to hit stores..
okie.. I guess that should be all.. till the next tyme..

Yes, I'm the one and only but i'm not the only one,
so lets work overtime on this shit and dance with the sun..

PeaceOut,
Irsyad




Thursday, November 19, 2009, 4:50 AM


Hey..

Finally, it's time for me to give my blog some life by updating on it..
The past few days, I've been really busy with school stuffs and all.. I've been
preparing myself for tmro's paper.. Although I've done a lot of revision, I still
am not really a 100% confident about this.. hmm.. but I guess it's really the
practice that's gonna at least make it better.. Lesson has always been so dry..
And, I know that the teacher is only joking, but I'm kinda sick of the lecturer,
always asking me to answer questions, using me as an item for his example, or just
poke fun at me.. Yea, it's just for the fun of it.. But I don't really like it..
There's many other people in the class.. U can always call on them too..
Gah.. I'm not really offended or anything.. Just getting sick of it..
it happens every lesson.. but I just laugh along to it.. cuz some are really funny..
LOL.. so yea.. back to tmro's paper.. maybe i'm gonna flunk it.. gahh..
well, all the best to me..

I've not been sleeping well for the past few days.. I'm not really sure why too..
I was up the whole night till morning on Tuesday night.. I feel like a vampire..LOL..
I was up n not sleepy till 12pm the next day n I actually slept thru the whole day..
Man.. I don't know what's wrong with my body system.. I'm so tired..
Planned to do a little revision earlier today but was so darn sleepy.. gahh..
I have some more assignments on Business Administration to clear..
I plan to get it all cleared by the end of the week.. I only missed one lesson and
there's a pile of homework to clear..

Does anybody know of a part-time job vacancy that is not under F&B??
I need a job real bad.. I wanna keep myself occupied with work.. Been to many
job interviews and many didn't ring me back.. kinda expected.. it's so hard just to
get a job.. darn it.. especially now that students just ended their current year
of education for secondary n primary.. so, the place is competitive..

I finally saw the official trailer of Miley Cyrus's new movie, The Last Song..
it gave me goosebumps.. the good kind.. from the trailer itslf, i noe the movie
is gonna be really great.. inspirational and all.. I'm planning to get the book
soon.. i've been reading too much of The Vampire Diaries.. haha..
I can't wait for the movie to be out April 2010.. MAn.. why so long?? i can't wait..
I also wanna watch Daybreakers, to be out in Jan 2010.. and Valentine's Day, Feb 2010
hmmm.. this year is already coming to an end and i'm oh-so excited for a lot of
things in 2010.. yay!!

There's a lot of new relases from various artistes that I've been supporting..
Rihanna, One Republic, Justin Bieber, Taylor Swift, Carrie Underwood, are all out
with a new album.. gosh.. N now i'm kinda short on cash.. haha.. why now?? why?? LOL.
I guess i'm gonna have to wait till i have the cash to get them..
n oh, Timbaland's releasing a new album too in December.. arghh....
anywho, i have new song titles to share.. new songs tht i'm writing or has written,
are "Your Name", "The Star", "When The Day Breaks" & "What I Fear"..
I'll tell more about them soon..

Will tmro come faster?? I wanna watch Episode 10 of The Vampire Diaries to be
uploaded by tmro i guess.. and also I wan the mock exam to quickly come and go..
I have no idea why you're still on my mind..
After all this time, I thought I was doing fine..


Well, Stop and erase..
Cuz I'm gonna wipe that smile off your know it all face..

PeaceOut,
Irsyad




Sunday, November 15, 2009, 8:06 AM


Hey..

Does the name Orianthi, ring a bell in anybody's head?? I don't think that many would
know who she is.. Well, she's a gifted musician who is better known for the great
MJ's guitarist.. She can be seen in "This Is It" movie, rehearsing for the concert..
She's such an amzing guitarist and now, she have her own album which is out now..
The sad thing is, her music isn't really well-known.. I think it's kinda sad that
a person of such great talents don't receive much recogniton and it's not really
looking good for her young career.. Well, I'll be supporting her and I hope that
others who likethe music would too.. She deserves more than what she already got..
I'm already addicted to her first single, "According To You".. It should be playing
currently on my blog.. She's got really amazing guitar skills..

Speaking of music, I think I'm gonna put more focus on my songs now.. I'll try to
approach great musicians who are my frenz that I know pretty well and would wanna
work on music with them.. I've been asking some people yesterday and they seem to
like the idea.. I wanna take it to the next level.. I've been writing songs again now
and last night, I was writing a new song called "Fallen".. it's a new song which
captures the dark mood but it's a song full of emotions and a meaning to me..
I can't wait for it to be completely done..

Anywho, for the past few days, I've been preparing myself for the mock exam this fri,
to be tested on the subject, Business Administration.. This module is really tough n
there's a lot to learn and to absorb.. Today, I went to Starbucks to study..
hmm.. I think going there, I actually managed to teach myself some things..
Maybe I'll go there more often to study.. Anybody wanna study with me there can
always contact me.. it would be great to have company.. Although it's just a mock
exam, i'm very nervous.. Cuz this kind of subject has always been one of my weakness
but I'm not willing to give up just yet.. I'll just keep working hard..
Today, while I was at Tampines 1, i pass by Syira's workplace.. Saw her at the
cashier but she seems pretty busy.. SO just waved at her and left.. haha..

I've been chatting with my long-lost primary school friend, Aisha, for the past few
days.. We only recently got back in contact after finding her on facebook..
well, looks like facebook is really helpful and it helps you connect with just
anyone.. It was nice to get to chat with someone whom u have not spoken to for many
years already.. we exchanged information about each other's life and all..
I also tell her some of the things about me that she never knew about.. it's great
to hear that she have high expectations of me and my future.. thankz a lot friend..

Hmm.. I'm really really exhausted.. Haven't been getting enough sleep for the past
few days.. haha.. I'm needing an ample amount of sleep real bad.. gahh..
oooo, I wanna wish my bro a Happy 21st birthday.. May u do great in the future
in whatever it is that you're pursuing.. SMILES.. okie..
I guess tht would be all for now.. till the next tyme..

According to you, I'm stupid, I'm useless..
I can't do anything right..

PeaceOut,
Irsyad